saint-erin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- we will all make it... one day i promise we will for some reason i just really want to write an entry right now. it has felt really great to be off of diaryland for a while. i feel there is something important i need to write but i dont know what. i guess i would just like to tell the people in my life right now how much i love them. even though most of them truely dont know me and i them. i enjoy seeing them and truely wish for their happiness and well being. this is always such a hard time of year for everyone. the light of the day is short making us feel alone. this is truely the shit of all the seasons. the feeling of being alone is probably the worst feeling in the world. i think we all grew up living with and being around family. now we are all in such an awkward time of our lives. away from our families and creating new families of friends and loves to fill that void. but this new family isnt nearly as dependable and at times we can feel like we will be completely alone forever. i think this is the worst part of growing up. we have so much work and struggle. we have so much potential but arent at the steadiness of it yet. so there is nothing to do but hold true to the guidance of the wise and old because they have been through it to. 11:11 p.m. - 2005-11-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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