saint-erin's Diaryland Diary

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I carry this feeling.

Lately I have been thinking that I have been living my life too aware of time. I use an alarm clock but I have never really needed one. No matter what time I set it I always wake up exactly one minute before it goes off. I don't think I've ever accidently over slept for anything. I read somewhere that true happiness happens when one is completely unaware of time. I've been thinking of times where this happens in my life.

-listening to music
-making out
-working on projects
-conversations with people I feel at ease and comfortable with
-walking or biking around

I remember a conversation I had with a good friend. He told me that I don't give people time and that my own impatience is really what I am unhappy with. Wise words. Maybe the most important thing said to me in years. Time to let go.

2:30 a.m. - 2011-05-31

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